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Monday, May 05, 2008
Why do I do this to myself?
Every night, I lay in bed (or sit) and just let all these thoughts come and harass me. And then every morning, I woke up with my eyes glued shut and my hair completely wild and the covers all thrown around and I wonder what happened during the night. I wish for once I could just lay my head on a pillow and fall asleep. No thoughts, no analyzing, no thinking, just a calm bliss. That'll be the day I get a good nights sleep... Sometimes I toss and turn so much I wake myself up, and then there's really no going back.
My sub-conscious takes over when I'm still conscious... if that even makes sense.
I'm tired as hell, but I know I won't sleep.
Posted at 2:27:46 am by dinoxjo
Sunday, May 04, 2008
For once, I'm not speeding down the street, for once I'm not hesitating at every corner. I'm not making a u-turn, and i'm not stopping. This is it. My last chance, my last try, my last hope. Selfish? Always. But that's just how I roll. So I'm giving it my all, everything I have left. Every breath, every effort, every ounce of myself, I am putting it all into this. I'm betting it all on heads, and if it's tails, I'm done. No more, no more, no more. This is the last time, the final time.
Posted at 10:10:12 pm by dinoxjo
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Movie after movie, only pausing to quietly sob into my t-shirt. Not quite sure if the tears were actually brought on by the movie, or if I was simply sobing about something completely different. Each one a chickflic, each one ending happily ever after. Each one making tears accumulate at the bottom of my eyes until the screen is blurred, then forcing me to wipe them or allow them to slowly make their way down my cheeks, curving to the tip of my chin, forming a drop heavy enough for gravity to pull down and then proceeding to land on my hand that is ever so carefully placed in my lap...
I suppose, there isn't more much to say about it. Any of it.
Posted at 1:40:00 am by dinoxjo
Thursday, May 01, 2008
has been resurected.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
gah, frig, yes.
Posted at 11:12:34 pm by dinoxjo
Perhaps, the winds seem to have changed,
and this morning isn't being a bitch.
Posted at 7:57:26 am by dinoxjo
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
sometimes, a bad day is sugar coated with good things...
but it never changes the fact that it's a fucking bad day.
Posted at 10:12:05 pm by dinoxjo
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“The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”
- Audrey Hepburn
“We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.”
- Albert Einstein
“Just because you get distracted by the silver lining, doesn't mean there's not still a huge dark cloud behind it.”
- Drums, Girls and Dangerous Pie
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