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Sunday, May 25, 2008
I'm starting to feel
We stay together out of fear
Of dying alone
I've been slipping through the years
My old clothes don't fit like they once did
So they hang like ghosts of the people I have been
It's like my heart can't be tamed
And I fall in love every day
And I feel like a fool
I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm something worth holding onto
There's times I think of leaving
But it's something I'll never do
Because you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you
Posted at 3:08:44 pm by dinoxjo
"It was nice to see you up there today."
Quiet, held back, shy. I never speak my mind, I never ever speak my mind. Share, share. Once, twice? Again, again. All in one day, all in one class. Speak up! Speak up! I can't hear you. Share your thoughts, share your opinions. Debate! Debate! Speak your words! No, no I will not. I don't want to, I can't. My stomach is clenching, the walls are shaking, my eyes are filling, my cheeks are burning. Let me out, let me out. I need to get out!
Posted at 12:14:37 am by dinoxjo
Laying face down on the cold cement, it reminded me of a simpler time. When life was no more than a mishmash of hopes and dreams and thoughts that were too good to ever be realities. I let the sound of the pool water and the peacefulness of this night slowly relax me, calm me. The butterflies died, and for the first time in ages, I was okay, and I knew I would be okay, and I wanted to be okay.
Posted at 12:11:48 am by dinoxjo
Saturday, May 24, 2008
I'm not sure why I stopped.
I shouldn't have..
It actually helped with the positivity.
So,
Today's person: AOH, AJ
Today's thing to look forward to: dcfc dcfc dcfc dcfc
Today's mental note: Breathe.
Posted at 11:33:21 pm by dinoxjo
I keep seeing things, out of the corner of my eyes. I'm not sure if I should be worried or not. Tiny black circles. They seem to crawl, and when I turn, and they're gone. Perhaps my mind is playing tricks on me, perhaps my eyes are. Perhaps they're really there, and I'm just not quick enough. Perhaps the lighting is bad, or perhaps I have simply gone mad..
Posted at 4:09:12 pm by dinoxjo
"I put a mirror in my closet, now the monster is me."
Posted at 4:08:40 pm by dinoxjo
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“The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”
- Audrey Hepburn
“We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.”
- Albert Einstein
“Just because you get distracted by the silver lining, doesn't mean there's not still a huge dark cloud behind it.”
- Drums, Girls and Dangerous Pie
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