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Monday, June 30, 2008
"so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend"
Posted at 10:45:35 pm by dinoxjo
Saturday, June 28, 2008
i'm hungry, but i don't want to eat.
i'm tired, but i can't fall asleep.
i smile, but i don't laugh.
what is wrong with me?
please don't say it's broken again.
the ship, has it
crashed?
Posted at 11:57:25 pm by dinoxjo
siht yad sah neeb el oopoop.
yllufepoh worromot lliw eb htrow gnivil.
ssim uoy puocuaeb.
dna uoy.
Posted at 11:24:59 pm by dinoxjo
So many times, I have answered the phone, only to hear the sobs of a loved one. So many hours I have sat and listened and tried to console. So many days I have thought and worried and wondered, how everything ended the night before. So many moments I have tried to salvage with hug. So many people I have tried to save... And yet, when I sit here with my eyes swollen and red, never do I think to call any of them. Never do my fingers reach for that phone, nor does the thought cross my mind. But does this make me stronger? More independent? I don't think so, I actually think it makes me the opposite. I think it shows my weakness. I think it shows my fear of letting others in... My fears about trusting, trusting someone else to pick me up...
but it's better like this...
too many times i have been dropped.
Posted at 10:57:07 pm by dinoxjo
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
do you know how much i fucking hate you?
how it boils under my skin and stings.
do you fucking know how much i wish you would die?
do you? do you have any fucking clue?
i hope you know, you are the reason...
you, you are the reason.
the reason for everything.
fuck you, you're supposed to understand.
you're supposed to love and care for me,
no matter what.
that's part of the fucking deal,
when you decide to have kids.
Posted at 10:30:12 pm by dinoxjo
hahhaha...
:)
thank you, wednesday, thursday as well as friday.
i love you. (this week)
Posted at 2:58:42 am by dinoxjo
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“The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”
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